Romantic's Heart Necklace

When will my heart be nourished,  
after centuries of patience?
Pain slowly powers the heartache,  
by the second...
A threat yet not worthy of the eye,  
but is always befitting of slaughter.  
I have gone without love for quite some time,  
or for too long...
Time weighs my heart heavy,  
stricken with depression,  
and drains me of my fresh blood,  
so it feels like.   
But even now,  
despite the carrying spirit,  
my heart feels dry,  
and is nothing but pink flesh.  
much too easy to tear.  
I need love...  
It feels like months,  
illusions of eternities,  
without feeling secure,  
with no sanctuary from my burdens,  
my dark troubles.  
With nothing returning to my heart,  
or body.  
No breath of life,  
or even the rebirth of a drop of blood.  
I await for everything of me,  
to be replenished,  
but how many ordeals,  
must I partake?  
All emotions felt from waiting,  
it entwined my heart,  
with something endearing as a necklace,  
so it shall be named.   
But it isn't to comemmorate our love!  
It is to instead,  
remind me of the growing days we wait,  
for us to be together once more!  
It's a brace...  
To hinder my chances from tending,  
the loveless that is me and you,  
and it progresses as its grasp,  
keeps me from breathing.  
The source of making my heart,  
to sink so far into the ocean,  
and for its vampire-like ability,  
to absorb my life force.  
The necklace's chain isn't of scintillating gold,  
but is of all lusting,  
and depressing feeling that I have,  
that makes it form into an earthly,  
substantial mass.  
And the edges are of blades...  
spikes...  
thorns...  
tendrils...  
The heart that can't pulse no more,  
is the charm...  
and it's dangling from this ungodly force of emotion.  
No neck adorns it but I.  
I need a world of love.  
It's been so long...  
We've all been through so much...  
Yet all spiritual means force me,  
to go longer without what,  
makes me truly liberate from all earthly tethers.  
I await for the day,  
where you break off my accursed jewelry,  
where you'll secure me in your love.  
Yet Fate restricts me from that.  
For I first must await the day...  
that I can be alone with you.