Lady of Darkness

She was a girl I knew,
a girl that had my affection,
and had slowly broken it.
A beautiful lady adorned in black,
with piercing eyes,
pale skin,
wearing bands around her wrists,
of black leather,
studs,
and deadly spikes.
An amulet of metal thorns around her neck,
rings decorating her delicate fingers,
with an unusual piece of jewelry,
unique from what other she wore,
is the only remnant of a treasured memory,
that refuses to be lost.
I thought of her as alluring,
since Beauty has proved itself that it can be what it is,
but in different forms...
I do not have a twisted sense of beauty,
I just find elegance within the females that,
adore the look of darkness,
the grace that evil can reveal.
She's one of those angels,
angels that you don't see in the sunlight everyday.
I continue to look at her from a distance,
for my will and my courage is stripped from me.
She never liked me the way I fell to her.
I've come across many terrible,
and painful situations,
that have dearly costed me my chances of confronting her,
without a problem.
My affection has slowly declined throughout the days,
these months I've known this dark mistress.
I won't have my chance.
There is no earthly force that will let me.
She has a distrust for certain people,
and it is possible that I have fallen to,
that same fate.
I wish my life with her had changed differently,
but fate is crueller than death.
Yet,
for what I have been exposed,
my affection has changed into thought.
What am I seeing?
Would I be deceived as well,
if I were like the ones that were special to her?
Is it better to look at her,
and the one she is with,
from the shadows?
I should not take solace anymore.
That is all I can do for life.
Being with the dark angel,
that I had cherished,
for as long as I've known her,
is a fantasy.
I have given up,
I know know my place in her life,
and I cannot do anything.
...There are many evils,
that try to possess you with its great power,
consume your soul into its infinite void,
but this is a darkness,
that will never have the intention,
to capture my heart.